Depression hit me hard

My depression creeped up on me this Friday it hit me very hard.  I was extremely emotional.  Crying all day. I still hate the fact that anything  could just trigger my depression. I have not had an episode like I got on Friday in a very long time.  I have been doing great until bang it hit me. It took over me like a great storm washing over the land. 

People see you but they don't know about the demons your battling inside you.  Yes I feel like I have demons causing havoc inside of me.  Trying to swallow me in a pit of over whelming darkness, and sadness.  I have struggled with the demon called depression for years.  But I could be totally good for months. Then it comes out of no where trying to take me into that pit of darkness and sadness.

But when I come back, when I defeat the demon (if only for a while) I feel like a butterfly coming out of my caccoon. And all I want to do is spread my wings and fly, until my wings are clipped once again. 😩