Why do you think people commit suicide? Maybe because they feel lonely or they are stressed, or they feel people don't care about them. Because honestly people are so selfish and self centered these days, that they don't see a person suffering from depression giving them a cry for help. Or they just don't give a fuck. Sometimes they say the wrong thing like "oh you know you suffer from depression, learn to deal with it." If people knew how to deal with depression, they wouldn't have depression. People with depression be it regular depression or bipolar depression, suffer a lot, they hurt and they know how they are falling deep into the darkness of depression but they can't stop themselves.
I believe that people with depression will learn to cope with it more if they had people around them that helped them cope. That cared enough to be there for them and just talk or just hold their hand. Dealing with someone that has depression is no fun, but having depression is worst. People don't understand how hurtful just one word could be to someone with depression especially if they are going thru a critical episode.
When I was 8 years old my uncle commited suicide. I never really understood why he will kill himself. But now I must say that I understand a bit more of what he must of felt, when deoression took him over the brink to just say "fuck it" and end it all. He must have reached that breaking point, the point of no return. Most people with depression have thought of commiting sucide at least once in their life time. But the people that actually go thru with it are the ones (I guess) just reached their breaking point.
I created this blog to help people, because I understand what people with depression go threw because I suffer from depression so I could relate to all the feelings, all the darkness and all the thoughts of suicide. And the everyday struggles you go thru to try and surpass these feelings. Sometimes things are so blink that one doent want to interact with anybody. And any lil thing sets them off. I have days like that, actually today has been one of my worst days in a very long time.
So that is why I decided to write this. Many people will think that my writing is erratic but that's how it is.